Over The Rainbow
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
haiz.. very long nv update already... quite sian these few days...tml gonna get back all the papers already... shall see how i die tml...hmmm... so far got back ss.. damni lost 8 marks... damn it.. so pissed off.. think i am really hopeless already.. hmm
haiz... dunno wad to do now... my chinese prelims also get back already.. got c6 again... haiz... damn freaking sian now.. really hope i can score well in my dnt.. cause i put quite alot of effort into it.. pls let me score at least a2 or a b3... hmmm... the rest i only hope for a c5... causei really din study for it..
now concentrating on O's already.. cannot play too much... must study study study..... hope i can get into a poly so i can still stay here... hmmmm.. alli can do now is try my best and study as hard as i can....
think there si stilla gap between us.. this should not be the way... i will try my best to bridge that gap.. trust me...
shall go to bed now cause later gonna watch lvp vs chl...hope lvp wins..
hmm... take care all
esp u..
good night
10:16 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
hmmm... yup prelims are going to be over soon and i realize i haven study much for it.. goona fail it for sure...... tml chem p2.... followed by friday scince p1.. hmmm... quite fast...
well wanted to blog ytd but the blogger webby got problem.. cannot republish so went to bed instead....
hmm..... gotta study....
bye bye
8:30 PM
I, I dont know why i miss you so muchYeah I, I dont know why I still feel your touchYou, you left me feeling high and dryWith nothing, nothing but the question why
Yeah you, I guess you had another directionAnd leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me todayIll say that Im fineBut I bet you can tell by the tone of my voiceIts just a lieYou knew what you hadYou still walked away leaving me in this messMy love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to meAnd I, I guess I was too blind to seeWell you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so badBut I'd do it again to relive what we had
There are many things left to remind meOf a love that I just cant leave behind me
If you call me todayIll say that Im fineBut I bet you can tell by the tone of my voiceIts just a lieYou knew what you hadYou still walked away leaving me in this messMy love for you is deep and meaningless....
12:16 AM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
haiz.. haven update for a very long time already, dont have the motivation to carry on.. just dont know y.. maybe my end is round the corner...but things will get better... i hope.... dont know y lots of things happened.. hai.. dont know where to start dont know how it ends...i really dont know wads gonna happen next.. wad to do after my prelims... after my O's..i wish to be enrolled in shatec but i scared my parents will oppose it...haiz..... dont know wad to do..
hmmm... went to watch movie with her and lp on friday... watched brother grimm.. quite a nice show... later which i send her home and yet again we have nothing to talk abt...just keep walkin and walkin till we reached her house later where i left... so darn sian
recently i wrote a msg to her telling her how i feel... i am so afraid of the reply.. hmmm.. but nvm.. will take it as it goes..she is a simple girl with complicated thoughts...hmmm... haiz..
think got nothing to write about already...
take care
my friends....
and
u
10:36 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
haha...today suck la..missed dnt... cause i slept late...way too late...thn mr tan called me..wth well today prank called tiny lamepok..she sounds kinda pissed..lol..but it was fun..haha....this morning somethning unpleasent happened..dont wished to dwell abt it anymore...hai..haha.went to play pool with darrell..won almost all the games..haha.. and ya lamepok ps us..haha..haha..nothing to post today la...hmmm..hope she enjoys her movie..hmm.kk late already..tuck in.. good nite....
1:42 AM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
hai..DNT!!!! whole day dnt.... damn sian man.. this week last week already must buck up! i can do it!.. hai..prelims next week...haven prepare for it yet..wad the heck am i doing man...did dnt till 12 thn had ur lunch.. me darrell decided that we play soccer so we went to the field to search for a ball and we did...a netball -_-''..but still can play..haha hmm.. do dnt until 4 thn go home have tuition..and yar..S-M-H ps us again... i will never forgive her... haha... and ya TINY LAMEPOK..sorry la..dont mean to makeu angry... ha.. i promise i wont ask again la k... haha.. dont angry ok?haas.... hmmm today saw her at school for her st.john... wanted to go over to say hi but my feet stopped me for no reasons.. i realize i am running away fem her..hmmm... pls take this feeling away frm me....even if i have to give up everything.. i will.. for her..at least......
12:04 AM
Sunday, September 04, 2005
hmm damn boring... sat had a fun day.. went kap with darrell to study.. i study O while he does his N.. damn freaking sian from 3-4..so sian.. haha...we left our bags in mac and went cold storage.. power rite?ha..later we had a yummy jumbo beef while we make our way to church...haha..damn warm that day..haha.. quite fun ar.. got to sing loads of nice song..later me and darrell went for gang fight.. i tried to stop him but to no avail...darrell stab him in the torso and use a beer bottle to slam his head...that guy that messes with darrell ended up in a bloody pool.. after washing up we went for pool!haha.. man darrell is good... did those nice fancy shot.. i lost quite badly... haha..later i had a sandwich and took 171 home.. darrell nice day man..lol..haiz think we running out of topic.. what am i going to do? leave it or try to save it.. well i sure dont want us the end up just like that... hmm..be happy ok? the clock strikes 12 and i tuck into my comfy bed..good nite everyone
12:00 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
haiz..today sat for english paper..think i gonna fail badly..din know what i was doing..but nvm gotta study hard for the rest of my subs.... ended early today at 11.45... went to do dnt..with the help of isaac i finally done half of my base...actually wanted to play soccer but it rain so have to drop that idea..hmm.. wad a boring day..went home slept for the whole day..hmm.. today she seems qute happy..well glad that she was..hope she will continue to be...hmmm..nothing more to write liao.. good night..
1:02 AM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
haiz...the days are getting more and more boring... change tuition date today.. too tired to have it.. instead i studied myself.. din do much thou.. just read a few chapters of a book thn went online to chat... wad a boring day... later darrell ask me out for dinner.. we ate at our "lao di fang".. not very full thou.. had dessert after that..mac ice cream.. btw bp serves best ice cream cones... haha.. we went to popular to read some books.. darrell decieded to buy a book while i cope myself at the cook book section... actually wanted to try some stunts in the lift but the brave darrell stopped me.. haha.. well hope she's doing fine in the past weeks.. haven seen her for a while..wonder if any changes has occured.. my thinking bubble was burst when my aunt told tml was the 1st day of my prelims..
11:05 PM
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